Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts

Thursday, June 25, 2009

It's Hard to Be Happy

Today is one of those days when it's hard to be happy. I am helping our Kidsprings director take 15 or so kids to a wildlife park today...no that's NOT what makes it hard to be happy. I have two of the best kids in the world that give me every reason to smile. I have a beautiful wife that gets my heart pumping as fast today as she did 20 years ago. I have three great jobs. All is good and I should be happy..but today it's hard.


Last week, I got word that another one of my good friends, and ministry partners, has cancer. I have another good friend who is watching his parents both battle cancer at the same time and this week learned that his wife's father was killed. Today is just one of those days when I sat down at Starbucks with my Shaken Iced Tea Lemonade and wanted to write something fun and exciting, but it's hard.

In my world, hard does not equal impossible though. So, though there is some pain in the offering today, still I will say "Blessed be the Lord." In the middle of difficulties and watching friends suffer, I know that they are not on the journey alone. This morning, I came across these two verses that solidify my hope.

"The churning inside me never stops; days of suffering confront me." (Job 30:27 TNIV)
"But those who suffer he delivers from their suffering; he speaks to them in their affliction." (Job 36:15 TNIV)

"I know that I can cope with the hardships of life and with death because of the hope I have in Jesus Christ." My family and I pray that Father continues to build this virtue into our lives. This is one of those seasons when the hardships of life and with death are right in our faces. We will walk this road in faith - a fully-sighted faith that produces confidence in us because Father has been faithful to others in the past. It doesn't make it easy, but it does make it bearable.

The David Crowder*Band is one of my favorite bands for many reasons, but I think the primary reason is because they write music that is rooted in real life. They are worship leaders that get that life sucks sometimes and we don't have to sugar-coat it, but we also don't have to be paralyzed by it. A Collision was a CD written out of the darkness of loss and tragedy. Remedy brought the Ultimate Hope into focus. On Tuesday, they released their new single - How He Loves. I thought I'd pass along the song and lyrics - listen and be strengthened:



He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realise just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.

And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all

He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves.
Yeah, He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves.

We are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,
If His grace is an ocean, we’re all sinking.
So Heaven meets earth like an unforeseen kiss,
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest,
I don’t have time to maintain these regrets,
When I think about, the way…

He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves.
Yeah, He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves.

Written by John Mark McMillan / Performed by David Crowder*Band on their upcoming "Church Music" CD

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

What Kind of Person Are You Becoming?

Each of us are being transformed daily into the person we will be tomorrow from the person we are today. Day to day, this doesn't seem like a large change, but the small incremental changes over time can amount to much. When I went to college, I weighed about 155 pounds. I was a lean, fit baseball player. Today, I sit about 225 and like my bacon lean and fit is a word that makes me twitch. I didn't wake up one day and say, "I want to add 70 lbs. to my frame." It took time. It took small incremental changes in my diet and small incremental changes in my activities. Then...BAM!!!! It happened.


I realize that everyone adds weight as they shed their adolescent figures and move into adulthood. Not everyone adds what I have added and some people have added more. There are some people who actually stayed fit, or have even gotten better as the years have passed. These people were intentional. They had a plan. They had a vision of a preferred future for themselves. They saw where they were and where they were headed and made a change. They, too, made small incremental changes that lead to a better version of themselves.

Spiritually speaking, I am investing in a preferred future for me and my family. I have a preferred future for my kids that looks very different from where they are now. I want to make small changes today to hopefully dramatically change their life in 5 years or 10 years. At our church, we have identified 30 core competencies that we want to use as a guide to these small changes. I have been investing those 30 things in my life and the lives of my kids for 8 years now, and I may not be where I want to be, but I'm a lot closer to that preferred future than I was 8 years ago. My goal is to spend the next 10 years investing them into my 8 year old, so when she leaves to go to college, she will be confident in the things she believes about God, comfortable in the ways she loves God back and consistent in the character God wants to create in her. If we can manage that, then she will be better prepared to meet the challenges of college, life, career, marriage, parenthood, etc..

Do you have a preferred future for yourself? Do you have a measure for that mission? Are you clear in your pursuit of that future? Do you know the distractions for your pursuit? It's important. The stakes are high...really high.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Thank you, Dr. King...

Today, I listened and watched the entire 17 minute speech given by Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., on August 28, 1963.  I had heard portions and new the most famous parts, but I had never listened to the whole speech.  I was so moved that I wanted you to at least get to read it, but if you can I hope you go watch it.  The resolve is lost by just reading it, I think.  I hope you are blessed as I was today.


I am happy to join with you today in what will go down in history as the greatest demonstration for freedom in the history of our nation.

Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand today, signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of their captivity.

But one hundred years later, the Negro still is not free. One hundred years later, the life of the Negro is still sadly crippled by the manacles of segregation and the chains of discrimination. One hundred years later, the Negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity. One hundred years later, the Negro is still languishing in the corners of American society and finds himself an exile in his own land. So we have come here today to dramatize a shameful condition.

Martin Luther King, Jr., delivering his 'I Have a Dream' speech from the steps of Lincoln Memorial. (photo: National Park Service)

In a sense we have come to our nation's capital to cash a check. When the architects of our republic wrote the magnificent words of the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, they were signing a promissory note to which every American was to fall heir. This note was a promise that all men, yes, black men as well as white men, would be guaranteed the unalienable rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

It is obvious today that America has defaulted on this promissory note insofar as her citizens of color are concerned. Instead of honoring this sacred obligation, America has given the Negro people a bad check, a check which has come back marked "insufficient funds." But we refuse to believe that the bank of justice is bankrupt. We refuse to believe that there are insufficient funds in the great vaults of opportunity of this nation. So we have come to cash this check — a check that will give us upon demand the riches of freedom and the security of justice. We have also come to this hallowed spot to remind America of the fierce urgency of now. This is no time to engage in the luxury of cooling off or to take the tranquilizing drug of gradualism. Now is the time to make real the promises of democracy. Now is the time to rise from the dark and desolate valley of segregation to the sunlit path of racial justice. Now is the time to lift our nation from the quick sands of racial injustice to the solid rock of brotherhood. Now is the time to make justice a reality for all of God's children.

It would be fatal for the nation to overlook the urgency of the moment. This sweltering summer of the Negro's legitimate discontent will not pass until there is an invigorating autumn of freedom and equality. Nineteen sixty-three is not an end, but a beginning. Those who hope that the Negro needed to blow off steam and will now be content will have a rude awakening if the nation returns to business as usual. There will be neither rest nor tranquility in America until the Negro is granted his citizenship rights. The whirlwinds of revolt will continue to shake the foundations of our nation until the bright day of justice emerges.

But there is something that I must say to my people who stand on the warm threshold which leads into the palace of justice. In the process of gaining our rightful place we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred.

We must forever conduct our struggle on the high plane of dignity and discipline. We must not allow our creative protest to degenerate into physical violence. Again and again we must rise to the majestic heights of meeting physical force with soul force. The marvelous new militancy which has engulfed the Negro community must not lead us to a distrust of all white people, for many of our white brothers, as evidenced by their presence here today, have come to realize that their destiny is tied up with our destiny. They have come to realize that their freedom is inextricably bound to our freedom. We cannot walk alone.

As we walk, we must make the pledge that we shall always march ahead. We cannot turn back. There are those who are asking the devotees of civil rights, "When will you be satisfied?" We can never be satisfied as long as the Negro is the victim of the unspeakable horrors of police brutality. We can never be satisfied, as long as our bodies, heavy with the fatigue of travel, cannot gain lodging in the motels of the highways and the hotels of the cities. We cannot be satisfied as long as the Negro's basic mobility is from a smaller ghetto to a larger one. We can never be satisfied as long as our children are stripped of their selfhood and robbed of their dignity by signs stating "For Whites Only". We cannot be satisfied as long as a Negro in Mississippi cannot vote and a Negro in New York believes he has nothing for which to vote. No, no, we are not satisfied, and we will not be satisfied until justice rolls down like waters and righteousness like a mighty stream.

I am not unmindful that some of you have come here out of great trials and tribulations. Some of you have come fresh from narrow jail cells. Some of you have come from areas where your quest for freedom left you battered by the storms of persecution and staggered by the winds of police brutality. You have been the veterans of creative suffering. Continue to work with the faith that unearned suffering is redemptive.

Go back to Mississippi, go back to Alabama, go back to South Carolina, go back to Georgia, go back to Louisiana, go back to the slums and ghettos of our northern cities, knowing that somehow this situation can and will be changed. Let us not wallow in the valley of despair.

I say to you today, my friends, so even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream.

I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal."

I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at the table of brotherhood.

I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a state sweltering with the heat of injustice, sweltering with the heat of oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice.

I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.

I have a dream today.

I have a dream that one day, down in Alabama, with its vicious racists, with its governor having his lips dripping with the words of interposition and nullification; one day right there in Alabama, little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls as sisters and brothers.

I have a dream today.

I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, every hill and mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plain, and the crooked places will be made straight, and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together.

This is our hope. This is the faith that I go back to the South with. With this faith we will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair a stone of hope. With this faith we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our nation into a beautiful symphony of brotherhood. With this faith we will be able to work together, to pray together, to struggle together, to go to jail together, to stand up for freedom together, knowing that we will be free one day.

This will be the day when all of God's children will be able to sing with a new meaning, "My country, 'tis of thee, sweet land of liberty, of thee I sing. Land where my fathers died, land of the pilgrim's pride, from every mountainside, let freedom ring."

And if America is to be a great nation this must become true. So let freedom ring from the prodigious hilltops of New Hampshire. Let freedom ring from the mighty mountains of New York. Let freedom ring from the heightening Alleghenies of Pennsylvania!

Let freedom ring from the snowcapped Rockies of Colorado!

Let freedom ring from the curvaceous slopes of California!

But not only that; let freedom ring from Stone Mountain of Georgia!

Let freedom ring from Lookout Mountain of Tennessee!

Let freedom ring from every hill and molehill of Mississippi. From every mountainside, let freedom ring.

And when this happens, when we allow freedom to ring, when we let it ring from every village and every hamlet, from every state and every city, we will be able to speed up that day when all of God's children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual, "Free at last! free at last! thank God Almighty, we are free at last!"

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Random Thoughts on a Tuesday

Today, I am not consumed by one particular thing that is burning for a post, but I do have some random thoughts that I wanted to share with the few of you who are my blogging community.


On Parenting:: After my teaching this past Sunday at The Springs and the prep leading up to it, I am more convinced than ever of our responsibility for the spiritual well-being of our children.  Rhonda and I have been given the greatest privilege of shepherding our two kids in this adventure called life.  I do not want to give away that privilege to anyone.  Now, I might loan it out to some of you from time to time, but it is our responsibility.  Everything we do as parents leads us to our end goal of raising children that have a heart bent toward Father.  Some of this is not up to us, I realize, but we are atmospheric conductors when it comes to our children.  We, as Christ-followers, create atmospheres for our children to experience and know Father.  Our parenting should help our kids see Jesus.  I am not just talking about taking them to church, either.  I want them to see Jesus, the Jesus of the New Testament, not necessarily the "Jesus" at the christian bookstores.  I want them to see the man who befriended the unfriendly and unwanted.  The man whose love covered a multitude of sins.  The man who crossed social boundaries to offer acceptance to the unacceptable.  If our kids are going to see that man, then I cannot be passive in this journey of faith, can I?  Don't they need to see Jesus making a difference in my life as a husband, as a father, as a business person, as a pastor, as a friend, as me?  Don't they need to see that my faith is every bit about Thursday as it is about Sunday?  Don't they need to know that my Bible is a book I read, not just a screen I watch or a book I quote?  Don't they...Don't they...?  I am processing this.

On Baylor Football::  The Sagarin Football Rankings have the Bears ranked #66.  We are the highest ranked team with 7 losses.  Now some of you even laugh that I looked for that or see something positive in that, but I do.  We have lost to six top 25 teams this year, and we lost a close game to Nebraska at their place who is ranked above us.  This simply means that we beat teams we were "supposed" to beat and lost to the teams we were supposed to lose to.  Eventually, we will have to do better than that and beat some teams we are not supposed to beat.  However, in the Big XII South, only Texas Tech and Oklahoma State can say that they have done it this year.  Oklahoma was "supposed to beat" Texas and didn't.  Texas was "supposed to beat" Tech and didn't.  A&M was "supposed to beat" Arkansas State, but didn't.  This is a big plus for Baylor football, and when you've been as bad as we have for as long as we have, we find silver lining where we can - and we just might have the best Freshman quarterback in the conference and maybe the country.  The future looks bright at Floyd Casey Stadium and it's been a long time since we can say that!

On Neighborhood Life:: Most of you know that we are committed to building our church through neighborhood life, rather than the traditional come-and-see model of church.  In doing so, we place a lot of emphasis on our Neighborhood Tables, which are simply dinner groups designed to help people connect with other Christ-followers in their neighborhoods.  I am extremely excited about the future of my current group.  We have a great mix of people in our group and we are all coming to our group with an eye toward our neighborhoods in the future.  When I talk about the group, I tend to talk about the positives so much that no one thinks I have negative issues - unless you are in my "inner circle" where I complain often!  Sunday night was one of those nights that could have been a negative.  Rhonda had made a huge pot of Chicken Fajita Soup for our group, but in the end no one was able to come and we sat down at the table alone, just the four of us.  Garin even said, "Man mom, you made all this for nothing," to which Rhonda replied, "Not for nothing."  You see, if the point of the night is to have a bible study, then it would have been a wasted night because no one showed up, but because the point of our Table is to share a meal with people we love, it couldn't be a waste...whether we had 15 people or just 4.  We love that about what we do!  Now, don't misunderstand me, I wish we would have had a full house, but the disappointment was not discouragement.  

Okay, I hope that your days are filled with love and laughter.  If something I wrote triggered something in you, let us know.  If not, I'll keep posting as long as you keep reading and I'll get you some other day!

By the way, did any of you see Jack Bauer on Leno last night?

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Emotional Evening...Emotional Morning

Last night was a night of high emotion...all across our country.  From the extatic gathering in Chicago to the solemn gathering outside Phoenix.  It's been a long campaign and it's now over.  As Senator McCain delivered his concession speech, I was proud of a man who has so valiantly served our country for years and will continue to do so with his head held high.  As I listened to Senator Obama's speech, I was proud of a man who rose from a position of nothing to the highest office in the world.  I was proud of my country, not because we elected Barack Obama as our 44th President, but because we are able to elect an African-American to be our president.  My pride for my country doesn't come from one man, but from the millions of us who have participated in the process.  The millions of us who stood in long lines and short lines and no lines to cast our ballot - to make our voice heard.  It astounds me that there are still people in this world who cannot do what we all did yesterday --uuugghhh!!!


Today, I got to wake up and tell my daughter that Senator Obama was going to be her next president.  This was a great thing for Garin, because like me, she is growing up playing everyday with kids who didn't think it was possible for them to become president because of the color of their skin.  This is a good thing for my daughter.  We didn't even talk about it in terms of race - we had that discussion during the democratic primaries.  I asked her this morning if she remembered which one was Obama and which one was McCain and she said, "Obama is the one with black hair and McCain has the white hair."  Being black does not qualify one to be president, but today we can clearly see that it no longer disqualifies one either.

I have hope, not because a candidate used it in their campaign this year, but because of who Christ is in me, in you and in us.  I have hope because I know that Jesus' life was revolutionary when he walked on this earth, and that to live like him will bring change - change to our homes, our neighborhoods, our cities, our state and our country.

You may have enjoyed my posts during this election year regarding the questioning of candidates, and you may have hated it.  Regardless, if you are reading this you haven't given up on me, so I am happy to conclude that my coverage of this year's election is officially over.  I will continue to post about what it means to me to be a man, a husband, a father embracing the Christ-life in every place with everything, everyday, but my attempt at being fair and balanced is over.

"See" you again soon with a post about what I'm learning about Jesus!


Monday, November 3, 2008

Where is Our Hope?

A friend recently posted as his Facebook status these words:  "Does it make me a maverick if I didn't vote for McCain or hate hope if I didn't vote Obama?"  Our topic at the Springs gathering yesterday was HOPE.  Many people have seen their hope disappear in the recent economic downfall.  Many people have seen their hope killed in a war that seems to have split our country.  Others watched hope burn and crumble to the ground 7 years ago.  Just recently, people in our area watched there hope float away in the path of a hurricane.  For others, hope gets a divorce and forces kids to choose between homes.  For others hope means trying to end your life just to get out of the mess they are in right now.


Then there are the positive thinkers.  Hope is just one day away.  Hope is that the market will correct itself.  Hope is lower gas prices.  Hope is a new job.  Hope is a new president.  Hope is a new path as a country.  Hope is the birth of a new child.  Hope is in new friends.  Hope is in a new church.  Hope is in new.

Where is your hope?  Where is my hope?  Where is our hope?  At the Springs, we say "We can cope with the hardships of life and with death because of the hope we have in Jesus Christ."  This is a great creedal statement for those of us who follow Christ, but really what does it mean?  In Hebrews 6:19-20 we are reminded that we have a hope that is the anchor of our souls, which is the truth that God keeps His promises.  That in itself is powerful, but what if we don't know the promises?  "Read the Bible" is what I was told my whole life.  I even had a little pocketbook of bible promises for graduates that was given to me both when I graduated from high school and college.  I guess that after seminary, people assumed I already knew them all!  The problem I have with that little book is that for too many people, it seems like a collection of fortune cookie papers.  Whatever my situation, I just look up the "fortune" promise and claim it as my own.  Something about that just doesn't seem right, even thought it did seem easy.

Now I am not sure if it's my cynicism or my maturity that has chosen to put aside that little book, but I have.  I am finding that hope is not found in a list.  It's not found in a book.  It's not found in a person.  Hope is Christ in me.  Hope is Christ in you.  Hope is Christ in us.  Hope is Christ in our neighborhood.  Hope is Christ in our cities.  Hope is Christ in our country.  Hope is Christ in our world.  Christ in us, the hope of glory!  See Colossians 1.

Hope is Christ in that woman who watches her kids while her husband spends the day in Galveston helping a disabled woman rip out the ruins of her house devastated by Ike.  Hope is Christ in the pastor who speaks words of truth to people gathered to hear from God.  Hope is Christ in the candidate who becomes president.  Hope is Christ in the teacher who leads our children.  Hope is Christ in the students at the new high school.  Hope is Christ in us.

Christ in me allows me to face difficulties in this life because I am confident that He is writing a bigger story in my life, just as he did in the lives of Abraham, Joseph, David, Mary, Martha, Peter, Paul and John.  Christ in me allows me to be confident in the face of death because he has been faithful to warm the hearts of those hurting in the past and will do so again.  Christ in me is the hope of glory.  So where is our hope?  Our hope is Christ in us!

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Stop and Listen

I am not sure if anyone reading this was able to watch Senator Obama's speech today, but here it is if you didn't. I just finished and will post more on my thoughts later, but I wanted you to have it for yourself.

You can also get the entire transcript here.